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Joan Alvarez
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Aug 1, 2023, 10:02 AM

Joan replied

Yeah sure I'm doing that I mean I have to that's the only way

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Sure I will triumph

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On it already

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Tell me how is your day going it's 4:03pm here

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How is your day going

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Are you okay

Aug 1, 2023, 12:13 PM

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12:26pm CDT 8/01

Oh, so far so good - now. I was up around 4am for awhile, cuz I woke up and couldn't get back to sleep. So got some stuff done - on PC and then working on a design for mousetrap version 2 (portable). Got back to sleep 6am-ish and and woke up around 11, so am refreshed and ready to rock and roll today. Woke up with an idea for a counterweight on trap ver 2, so gonna play with that idea awhile. After more PC things and mousetrap, I might go hit a bucket of golf balls - course and range is â¤ min away if I catch a green light. Resent this msg cuz timestamp was off again ðŸ˜µâ€ðŸ'«ðŸ¥´

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SHIT! *<3 mins away â¤ï¸

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Let me make sure I got this right - you're still in the UK, and earlier today you were trying to beat some sense into a bunch of hard-hat oil rig workers ðŸ'·â€â™‚ï¸ðŸ'·â€â™‚ï¸ðŸ'·â€â™‚ï¸ so they'll listen to you. And sometime soon, you'll be off to Deyang, China ðŸ‡¨ðŸ‡³ to do the same thing?

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Oh, was looking at your FB yesterday - got the impression you also have a non-platonic fondness ðŸ¤ªðŸ˜› for ladies? Sounds good to me - 90% of my recent playmates have been the same way â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â€ðŸ"¥â¤ï¸â€ðŸ"¥

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I've been eating a lot of PB&J sammiches lately cuz easy to chew ðŸ™‚ No pics cuz not very interesting. But in a few days Ima be at Willow Hills again and have my hot roast beef sandwich slop so will be sure to get pics of that.

Aug 1, 2023, 2:14 PM

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Yeah but will be in china to get tools but I think I won't be going for now I will just place an order to get it delivered

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No I don't like ladies friendship because sometimes they appear difficult to get along with

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And envious so it's better to stay clear

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I used to have many of them as close friends but nothing positive from it

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Good to know you have large appetite for food

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Mom hardly eat

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She has lost a lot of weight

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But it's okay as long as she's alive and doing okay medically

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Then no problem

Aug 2, 2023, 3:52 AM

Joan sent

Hey

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Are you okay ?

Aug 2, 2023, 4:50 AM

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4:32am CDT 8/02

yes baby wasn't at my PC much - working on new mousetrap - and much to do outside cuz decent weather. Then was "mouse-fishing", made 2 liver sausage sammiches for dinner w Miracle Whip & Open Pit on wheat. 11pm caught/released #75. Then crashed out but once again woke up a little while ago. Doing a coupla PC things then will try to sleep again.

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Coupla yrs ago I was down to 150 lbs, wasn't eating much cuz teeth hurt. Skinniest I'd been since a teenager. Got back up to a decent 165 lbs with protein drinks (Boost, Ensure, etc) I told you about. Have Mom drink a few of those each day - they have several flavors to choose from. It should help w weight gain - also supplies many nutrients. Send more sexy pics when u can - really helps my morale ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥° Going back to sleep now. will message u when I wake up. ðŸ˜˜

Aug 2, 2023, 8:30 AM

Joan replied

Okay baby

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Aug 2, 2023, 10:24 AM

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WOW ðŸ'¥ðŸ"¥ baby, just woke up a little bit groggy - not any more â¤ï¸ was excited about catching another mouse, but this was WAY better ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Š

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10:24am CDT 8/02

Aug 2, 2023, 11:25 AM

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11:25am CDT 8/02

And just now, my PC threw me a Blue Screen Of Death (BSOD), normally a traumatic experience, but was still smiling all thru the recovery process ðŸ™‚ðŸ™‚ðŸ™‚

Aug 2, 2023, 8:30 PM

Joan replied

Sorry about that

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Did you get to fix the blue screen?

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8:37pm CDT 8/02

yeah - it happens a lot lately, so I have a routine I follow. I hafta go thru some things on my PC to make sure all is ok. And I'm just done with a long session in Visual BASIC 6, writing some routines to create a new page for my mouse site - to put up all the pics I took each time I captured one. Still working on the html, but have exited Visual Basic and backed up the CB code 4 different places - I'm anal when it comes to backing up shit ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£

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Isn't it the middle of the night there?

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*VB code

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Yeah it is

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It's 2:45am

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But it's okay been writing a report

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That's a lot to do here before I leave here weekend or next week

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Glad I got done finally with PC stuff- too busy to eat today - just one protein drink - haven't decided what to make yet. Made sure ðŸ˜»ðŸ˜» got fed twice tho.

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Are you for sure heading to Deyang or not sure yet?

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Good

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Your body needs food

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Don't starve

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No I won't be going to Deyang this time

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I'm due to leave

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Maybe I will visit next time

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that's a nice maybe ðŸ¥° if not Deyang where are you off to?

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Back to Florida

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To be be with mom

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have the White Sox game on - not paying much attention - getting killed 9-0

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ðŸ˜‚ðŸ˜‚

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Sorry

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Do you want to pay attention to it?

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No - couldn't care less at this point - oh make sure to get her started on protein drinks - they helped me a lot weightwise - they taste like milkshakes

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Okay thank you I will look at what she has already then I will know what to include for her

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I love my mom a lot

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I can't begin to describe it

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I'm sure - I miss mine a lot - and it's been 14 yrs

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You sure do

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now it's 11-0 ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£

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ðŸ˜‚ðŸ˜‚

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I'm taking your attention away

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no baby - it's just what I have on TV while I'm at my PC

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Okay

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May I call you babe ?

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If you don't mind ?

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ðŸ˜… why would I mind that?

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Lol okay babe

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I miss that

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I miss calling anyone babe

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Also you can call me babe too

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If you want

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I kinda love your attention

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It matches my energy

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well I've been calling you baby and you didn't seem to mind ðŸ¥°

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well I like giving you attention - you seem like a real person

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9:12pm CDT 8/02

baby, my tummy is grumbling - need to go put something in it - and you should sleep soon, so TTYL â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸

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You too

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Okay

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I will try to finish up my report

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As catch some so

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Sleep

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So exhausted

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Talk to you later

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Aug 3, 2023, 2:41 PM

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2:35pm CDT 8/03

ok baby - here's the full body pic you asked for awhile ago. FOR YOUR EYES ONLY. Bonus(?) totally naked ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£ðŸ¥²ðŸ¥² now you see what a decrepit old man I am - but at least no beer belly ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ . Will probably regret sending this, but oh well... Brought back a lot of memories labeling things. This where I am many hours every day. I should have shaved and wiped the dirt off my cheek, but too late now ðŸ˜† Now it's your turn - no clothes and no towels â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ Fucking Sox are losing again to Texas Rangers ðŸ¤¬ðŸ˜¡ðŸ¤¬

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2:43pm CDT 8/03

Aug 4, 2023, 8:42 AM

Joan replied

Nice but you still hid the most important part

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It's just for my eyes alone

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Also I want all the write ups out

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I just wanna see you

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I will couple some of mine out

Aug 4, 2023, 1:12 PM

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1:12pm CDT 8/04

ok baby â¤ï¸ later today, I'll take a full frontal for you ðŸ¥° told you I don't have a monster cock, so hope you won't be too disappointed

Aug 4, 2023, 11:10 PM

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10:57pm CDT 8/04

well baby, this is probably the dumbest thing I've done in quite a while - and I did it just for you â¤ï¸ I made the best duckface I could and am totally embarrassed. If you wanna see a real turnoff, it's at http://brazda.com/photos/bb2023-08-04-4872-1600x2400.jpg now it's your turn to show me all YOUR important parts ðŸ"¥ unobstructed.
brazda.com

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oops 11:13pm CDT 8/04

Aug 5, 2023, 12:33 AM

Joan sent

Nice

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One thing I like about this picture is that you did not grow a pot belly

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I want to be your partner

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But talking about sex

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How do we go about it

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I don't know if you feel the same way

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I kinda feel connected to you somehow

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Also I forgot to tell you that I ve got an accent

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My English is not clean due to the fact that I grew up somewhere else I hope it's not a problem

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It's not dumb

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And also don't be embarrassed

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Because I sent mine too does that make me dumb?

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I did it for you

Aug 5, 2023, 1:30 AM

Brian replied

Doesn't make any difference to me - where did you grow up and what kind of accent do you have?

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And I def would like unobstructed pics of all of your "important parts" - then some closeups would be even nicer ðŸ"¥

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1:34am CDT 8/05

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the "dumb" and "embarrassed" apply only if there are bad consequences that come out of this - so far I'm not expecting any â¤ï¸

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maybe we should do a video call sometime soon?

Aug 5, 2023, 1:54 AM

Joan replied

Okay honey sometimes soon

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I will

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Maybe when I'm out of here

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Because I should be caught doing that for now

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I just joined and it will be bad for me I guess if I'm being caught

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But will be out by next week

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So we can do everything you want

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Here I want to have a shower

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I took this picture as fast as possible

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Do you like them ?

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HOT HOT HOT YES I LOVE THEM â¤ï¸

Brian replied

Just joined what? I def don't want anything bad to happen to you. And be out of where by next week? But am curious about something else - awhile ago you said "No I don't like ladies friendship because sometimes they appear difficult to get along with". But in your FB Events you have many references to lesbian dating sites. Which is just fine by me. All of my stripper playmates have been bi - they enjoyed licking pussy as much as sucking cock.

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this was in the back of my Caddy a few years ago ðŸ"¥

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Aug 5, 2023, 2:34 AM

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I don't understand this what's happening here

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I did not know how I got into lesbians dating sites

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I think I just saw dating site and clicked on it

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I thought I removed them all

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I don't know how to go about them

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oh ok but like I said I didn't mind

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I thought I unfollowed them all and the stopped showing me notifications

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Never posted there

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Never said hi to anyone there

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I thought I removed them all

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You could still see them?

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Let me check again

Brian replied

yes, they're in your Events, i think you can just go there and delete them

Joan replied

I don't know how to do all of that

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Tried that when someone made a reference to that

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You unsent a message

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And I thought they are gone

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I stopped getting notifications of them
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Anyway I don't want to see any woman

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nope still there - all sorts of European dating sites

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Or someone else

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Any picture or videos I wanna see or interested in is just you

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ok should I delete that?

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Oh God

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How do I get them off

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hmm lemme go look

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try this

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Updated mobile browser experience
Tap in the top right of Facebook.
Tap Events.
Tap Your Events, then tap Hosting.
Select your event.
Scroll to the bottom, then tap Cancel event.
Select Cancel event or Delete event, then tap Confirm.

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Okay

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Can you check

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If it's still there

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Joan replied

All this on fb really ?

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yes in your "Events"

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Wow

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I did not do all of that

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Okay let me try to get them off

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It's difficult

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I'm not getting it

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FB is different on phone than PC, so don't know what to tell you

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not getting it - you mean you don't see them?

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Yeah I got them

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But I can't delete them

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try googling "how to delete my Facebook events" or something like that

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I really I'm tired

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Can you still sea them ?

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nope they're gone - only one left is Christmas Stocking Stuffer YAY!

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Oh better I think

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baby I gotta crash out too - long day - now 3am here â¤ï¸

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Someone said that to me once

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I thought he was lying

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oh about the events?

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We got into a heated argument and I had to block him

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Yeah

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Thought it was a false accusation

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And it seemed I was denying it I got upset

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And blocked him

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Okay sweetie

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Sweet dreams

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Write me when you are up

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Bye

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Love you

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will do â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ gnite

Aug 5, 2023, 11:45 AM

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11:43am CDT 8/05

hey baby, I'm up for a little while, but need to crash out for a coupla more hrs. Had a REALLY nice dream about you. For future reference, I'm sending a coupla pics of the back of my house. Will make it easier to explain things later â¤ï¸

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1st (left) pic is south end. 2nd is north end. ok Ima sleep again for a bit â¤ï¸

Aug 5, 2023, 12:29 PM

Joan sent

Okay

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It's big but needs a lot of work done

Aug 5, 2023, 11:14 PM

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11:14pm CDT 8/05

yeah, it's a blessing and a curse. I've had a goofy day - sleep cycle really fucked up again. And a lotta yard work - branches all over the place from high winds a coupla days ago.

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Got them all picked up front & back, broken up and jaw-sawed into pieces and put into my fire cage. Burned 2 loads. Also I'm fighting with AT&T about my proposed U-Verse bill, and GoDaddy about email plans.

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I love your shoes in this pic - there's something about naked women in heels ðŸ¥°ðŸ"¥ðŸ"¥ðŸ"¥â¤ï¸

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So baby, tell me more about your accent - inquiring minds want to know ðŸ¥°ðŸ¤"ðŸ¤" I'll probably love it â¤ï¸

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oh Sox game today - big brawl with Cleveland - lasted about 15 mins- managers and some players ejected - have it on DVR, so am gonna copy to PC and edit - sometime ðŸ˜†ðŸ˜†.

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are you familiar with Monty Python movies?

Aug 6, 2023, 1:46 AM

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Yeah I think I've seen one

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The meaning of life

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But can't remember everything about the movie

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Been a long time

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My accent is Brazil lived with my aunty all my most of my childhood days

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Returned because of my mom

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She starts to get sick often

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We just 2

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My sister does not care

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Someone has to care and that's why I returned

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And took this job immediately it got to my table I needed to look after her

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Actually mom was not a good mother to be frank

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And it's the reason why it was easy to cut her off

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But she's our mother after all

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She lived all her life following men

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Neglecting us

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I did not get to meet my father

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Makes growing up difficult for me

Aug 6, 2023, 3:49 PM

Brian replied

I'm sure I would love it - I had a friend from Venezuela and I found her accent most attractive - yours must be very similar.

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3:50pm CDT 8/06

where did you get your education?

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returned from where baby?

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honey it must have been a tough time in your younger years but it sounds like you have become a good person and made a good life out of all the BS you endured - I'm really proud of you â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸

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you saying that now makes me really grateful for the 8 years I had with him before he died.

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Tell me more about this company you now work for - if you want to...

Aug 6, 2023, 6:04 PM

Joan replied

Got it there in Brazil

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Thank you life did not leave me with much choice so yeah I have to take what it has for me

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From Brazil

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Yeah sure you should be grateful

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Okay sweetie I will but now I'm tired for the day here in England it's 12:06 am

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We talk more on that when I wake up

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I need few hours of sleep

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Feeling super exhausted

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just now got back to my PC - ok baby sleep well cya here maÃ±ana â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo

Aug 7, 2023, 1:20 AM

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Hi sweetie

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I just woke up

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Good morning from here

Aug 7, 2023, 5:13 AM

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4:59am CDT 8/07

hey, baby ðŸ¥° well once again my sleep cycle is discombobulated. Good morning - pretty sure it's still morning by you. I woke up around 3am and saw another pesky mouse buzzing around. So decided to stay up a bit and catch him. Caught him & 3 more in the last coupla hrs. My catch/release count is up to 91. So now I'm wide awake AAAARRRGGGH! ðŸ˜¡

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Only good thing about that is maybe I can chat with you some ðŸ™‚. Well, also another thing - Ima get more done on Battle For The Stars. Last nite got almost 30 seconds done, so hoping for more now...

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oh shit, time stamps are off a little should be 5:17am CDT 8/07

Aug 7, 2023, 8:26 AM

Joan replied

Hey sweetheart

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How re you

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I dropped my phone

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8:31am CDT 8/07

hi honey ðŸ¥° pissed off about not sleeping, but getting a LOT done on BTFS ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ and the dothead cocksucker robocalls are starting already ðŸ˜¡ glad your phone's ok

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No it's not okay

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I broke the camera actually

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Pissed off too

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But at least I can talk to you

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Looks bad now

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oh shit - that's not good ðŸ˜Ÿ are u gonna get another one? OH CRAP!!!

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Yeah will have to get another one

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But definitely when I'm back to the state

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Don't worry about

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I can still talk to you it's okay

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Actually the truth is I was trying to take pictures for you

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what are you taking a picture of it with??? you must have a working camera... to take those pics

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Then there was a knock I tried to adjust and get the phone off then this happened lol

Joan replied

I took the picture with another phone but just to get the picture

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I can't take nudes with that

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Or do any thing that's not professional with it

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All our phones is on check as long as we are here

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When I try to take pictures like this I do that with the iPhone

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And now it's broken

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I took one though

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I can send you

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oh, so u took a pic with somebody else's phone, then transferred to your busted one?

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ok send me ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜˜

Joan replied

No still mine but I don't take nudes or anything against mt job with it

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ok makes sense

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k send me ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜˜

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I wanted to take more before I got a knock and it slip I was in between not letting any one know what I'm doing , saving my phone and grabbing some cloth and getting the door

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I guess I was just confused and tensed

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At what to do at the moment

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Don't worry it's all my fault

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I should not be doing that

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nice butt baby ðŸ"¥

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I LOVE your shower pics ðŸ¥°

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doing what? dropping your phone?

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Sure ?

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No taking nudes

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It's the only reason I got so tensed

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oh ok

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yes baby i'm sure ðŸ˜

Joan replied

Okay good to hear

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Had breakfast?

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If yes

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What

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no, I've been up here on PC after I woke up & caught more mice. when i go down to feed kitties in awhile, I'll probly have my usual - protein drink & can of sgetti

Aug 7, 2023, 9:42 AM

Brian sent

9:42am CDT 8/07

well this is not our lucky day. cops knocked on my door and asked if I knew anything about a car that had been parked on the street in front of me. I didn't. I love the IHP PD - always on top of things here ðŸ˜Š Then I fed kitties, and when I came back up here, my PC had thrown me another BSOD ðŸ˜Ÿ. It rebooted ok, but now am in the process of checking everything out. I have a routine I follow, but takes some time to go thru it all ðŸ˜£

Aug 7, 2023, 3:18 PM

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3:18pm CDT 8/07

hey honey - I've been freaked out since Fri nite, but all is ok now. Is it cool to send explicit pics to you with your phone?

Aug 7, 2023, 4:30 PM

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4:26pm CDT 8/07

and now just got my ATT issue remdied in an acceptable fashion. Now to tackle GoDaddy - the last 15 yrs or so I've considered them the gods of the internet, not so much lately - will hafta restrain myself from using a LOT of bad language when I call them. ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°

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*remedied

Aug 7, 2023, 8:04 PM

Joan replied

Yea I can't view them but I don't think I can take more cause of my broken camera

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Okay baby

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I really want to ask you something

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I don't know how you will feel about it

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Let me know when you get this

Aug 7, 2023, 8:45 PM

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8:44pm CDT 8/07

I got it, babe. I'm confused you can or can't see pics I send?

Aug 7, 2023, 10:08 PM

Brian replied

I love your dimples ðŸ¥°

Aug 8, 2023, 2:29 AM

Joan sent

I can

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Send them I'm not waiting

Aug 8, 2023, 6:46 AM

Joan sent

Sorry I meant to say send it I'm waiting

Aug 8, 2023, 9:33 AM

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9:33am CDT 8/08

Hi honey - yesterday I told you I'd been freaking out since Fri night - this is why. I noticed it after I sent you that pic. Never had a lesion on my cock before. Just a red splotch, but not painful. So yesterday got an appt with my urologist. First thing she asked me was if I'd got it stuck in my zipper. Not skin cancer, an infection, or STD (I'd already ruled that out). So I was MUCH relieved. Said she expects it to heal normally and I have a follow-up appt with her.

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Was really difficult taking a pic of it ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚

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today is a sad day - my baby Saavik ðŸ˜¿ died 8 yrs ago todayðŸ˜¢. so later Ima go out and bring her some Friskies. I'm sure she'll share it with friends out there

Aug 8, 2023, 10:49 PM

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10:49pm CDT 8/08 (Unsent last message cuz timestamp was way off)
Baby, you said "I really want to ask you something. I don't know how you will feel about it". Well, I won't know how I feel about it until you ask, so don't ask about asking, just ask ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£ And I will always tell you the truth - 7 decades have taught me that lying is always a bad idea, and I have no reason to lie to you. Oh and I was wondering - is Alvarez your married name or maiden name? Doesn't matter either way - just curious. ðŸ¥°ðŸ˜˜ xoxo

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shit!!! timestamp should be 10:58pm CDT 8/08

Aug 10, 2023, 4:52 AM

Joan replied

Oh I see

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Sorry been working not had enough time to myself

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Sorry for the late reply

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I hope it's not painful at all

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Why is it difficult taking a pic of it

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I wanted to ask if you can re marry again

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You don't have to say yes if you don't want to

Aug 10, 2023, 12:26 PM

Brian replied

honey ðŸ¥° I'm really flattered by this question. But I've never been married. Decades ago, I got engaged a couple of times, but neither lasted more than a couple of weeks. And at this point, I'm well into making my end-of-life plans. I have only a coupla/three years left at most, unless the Universe decides to take me earlier. Believe me, it's very depressing for me, but have come to terms with it. And you are one of the bright spots left in my life ðŸŒž xoxo â¤ï¸

Brian replied

That's what I figgered - I had given some thought to the idea that the pic of the red blotch had scared you away, but I didn't think that had happened â¤ï¸

Brian replied

Nope, not painful, just very disconcerting as you can imagine.

Brian replied

oh, just the mechanics with my camera - where the shutter button is located, making sure the flash is turned down, getting the focus right, holding it up to expose the under side, etc etc.

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dumbass me shoulda thought of using a mirror, but didn't ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£

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12:34pm CDT 8/10

Aug 10, 2023, 5:50 PM

Joan replied

Why 3 years

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What makes you think you have just 3 years left

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That's already freaking me out

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What is wrong with you

Brian replied

nothing deadly like cancer (so far), but am just not liking this getting old stuff - can't do many of the things I used to love. Luckily, my PC stuff isn't working that way - am at my best ever right now with that. But I'm running out of $ that I made decades ago. Am now on Social Security, my house is paid for, but EXPENSIVE to live in. If I pick up a coupla significant projects from clients along the way, that will delay my departure.

Brian sent

and winning the lottery would also take care of it, but chances of that are miniscule, so I don't consider that.

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Like I said you're one of the few bright spots in my life right now. Wish the timing had been different.

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6:07pm CDT 8/10

Joan sent

Oh I understand

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How much does the social security gets you

Joan sent

Enough to pay your bills ?

Brian sent

pretty much, except for my property taxes - they're a HUGE drain. I hope this doesn't mean you're gonna dump me now. I would be sad ðŸ˜¢ðŸ˜¢ðŸ˜¢

Joan replied

Lol

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I love your transparency

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And secondly also I'm sure you won't hit me

Brian sent

I have never struck a person in anger in my whole life - not about to start now. Sports is a different story - I would always run somebody over or knock them down if it was according to the rules ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£ but those days are over for me as well.

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I have always felt that violence is the last resort of the incompetent, as Ayn Rand wrote.

Brian replied

sounds like you've had that happen - that's just TERRIBLE and unforgivable ðŸ˜¢ðŸ˜¢ðŸ˜¢

Joan replied

Yeah

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I lost my child due to physical violence

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My ex husband hit me so bad while pregnant

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Concentrated on the stomach I thought I had died

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I don't wanna talk about it

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Makes me emotional each time I tried to

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I stayed away from men for a very long time

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It was a horrible experience

Brian sent

ok say no more - you've said enough - I get it.

Joan replied

Yeah thanks

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Tried again and I met another beast

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Felt more like left kept pushing the terrible ones to me

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I don't know why

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I just don't know what is wrong with men like that

Joan sent

I did not wrong anyone while growing up

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Why would life treat me like that

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I found out that life will not treat you better just because you are a good person

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I already accepted my fate

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I am a beautiful woman but I never felt beautiful

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Always trying to put myself together from one horror to another

Brian sent

honey you are GORGEOUS ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°

Joan sent

Until I stop wanting any man around me

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You may wonder why I'm going for older men

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Well this is why

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I'm sure I won't be getting beaten up all the damn time

Brian sent

Yeah, I have been kinda wondering why you seem to be interested in me

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now I'm getting a hint

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Yeah this is why

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I just wanna be safe

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At all cost

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Does not matter how and where I find peace

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Will give up anything to live the rest of my life peacefully

Brian sent

oh baby you've indeed had it tough - it makes me sad - I don't think you deserve all the shit that's been dumped on you - you seem like like such a kind person ðŸ˜˜

Joan replied

I am

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But it's life

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So I have to accept it

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I thought of suicidal years ago but luckily for me mom got me a therapist and I managed to get over it somehow

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It still hurt anytime I try to get through it so I stopped thinking about it

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I think it's still fresh on my memory

Brian sent

bad memories are hard to get rid of - it seems they just want to stick in your head - all you can do is try to make good ones to replace them (that's my psychology degree talking ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚) and you seem to have learned you must make better choices so I think there is much hope for you

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I hope so

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just so you know I'm not making that up ðŸ˜Š

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Joan replied

Nice

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â¤ï¸

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I just want to be sure you know I will never lie to you, and can back up anything I say â¤ï¸â¤ï¸

Joan replied

It's okay sweetie

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I'm taking to you today because I see transparency in you

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You say things exactly the way you find them

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good

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I can see through you even though we have not met

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It's magical

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I feel connected

Brian sent

me too baby

Brian sent

it will be nice when we are able to make a video call

Joan replied

Okay sweetie

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But that's gonna be when I'm out from here

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My phone is bad now

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Plus I can't do much here now

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Will be out soon

Brian sent

yeah I know - but hopefully the time will come soon

Joan sent

We can have as much as we want as soon as I'm out

Joan replied

Sure

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Can I call just so you hear my voice

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I won't say much

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It's 1:16 am here

Brian sent

708-246-9000 is my landline - use it for voice calls - I have a 9-station cordless system so it rings all over the house. 708-203-0277 is my mobile (for text) - it stays on charge downstairs and I only look at it a coupla times a day (or take it when I go out)

Joan sent

I mean here on messenger

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I tried calling

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Here

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You are not ready ðŸ˜‚

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It's okay

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We talk next time

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When you are ready for that

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Just wanted to hear your voice

Brian sent

I saw - this PC isn't set up for that. you should tell me what # you would call from so I recognize the caller ID - I am inundated with robocalls, so

Joan replied

Okay you using pc

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I remember

Brian sent

can you call on my landine?

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Okay tomorrow

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Yeah maybe tomorrow I will try

Brian sent

ok what # will you be calling from?

Brian sent

I think my laptop downstairs will work for PC voice calls so when the time comes I will go downstairs & turn it on ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Š

Joan sent

Okay I will let you know

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Goodnight from here

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Super tired

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Thanks for your precious time

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You always do have time for me

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All I ever know is trouble even from my mom lol ðŸ˜‚

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You seem to be my peace

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And I cherish that

Brian sent

good night baby - no need to thank me - I told you that you are one of the few bright spots in my life â¤ï¸ xoxo

Aug 10, 2023, 8:46 PM

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Aug 12, 2023, 4:43 AM

Joan sent

Hey sweetie

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How are you

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What time is it

Aug 12, 2023, 7:05 AM

Brian sent

You unsent a message

Brian sent

You unsent a message

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7:07am CDT 8/12

Brian sent

7:09am CDT 8/12

hi honey - made the audio call at 8:46pm last night. Just an experiment to see if my laptop was set up for it. Was 2:46 am your time so I let it ring once and hung up. Didn't want to wake u. But now we know we can do audio calls, and video when you get cam fixed ðŸ™‚ðŸ™‚ðŸ™‚ Had a visitor last nite, 4th person to come here this year. Trevor Best, "stepson" of my college buddy Don Rotkopf. http://rumpelchapman.com/cast-crew/villagers/DonRotkopf/ (that's me in the striped hat in front of Don). Brilliant guy - has a company (Syzygy) with technology that may revolutionize the refining industry - current gadget can extract hydrogen from ammonia. But the tech can also theoretically work with many other substances. Uses light of varying wavelengths activating various catalysts to do the job. He was in town for a few days and Don suggested we get together while he was here. So I took him for a ride in Cherry Bomb and then we got Mexican food. I had chicken enchiladas molÃ© and my 1st beer of the year (Dos Equis XX) and we talked a lotta geek stuff - thoroughly enjoyable. (unsent messages cuz many typos - fixed them all in this one ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚)
Rumpelstiltskin Chapman 1973 - Don Rotkopf

Brian sent

more later on all this, baby - am going back to sleep for a bit â¤ï¸ xoxo

Aug 12, 2023, 4:17 PM

Joan replied

Hi darling

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Okay thanks for sharing

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Today been hectic

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I love you

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Talk to you when I can

Aug 12, 2023, 5:31 PM

Brian sent

5:31pm CDT 8/12

â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo

Aug 13, 2023, 4:42 PM

Brian sent

4:41pm CDT 8/13

Hi honey â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo

Aug 14, 2023, 7:13 AM

Joan sent

Hi baby

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How is it going with you

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How are you

Brian sent

hi honey â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ all is good here - I didn't know if I should be worried about u or not - so happy to hear from you ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Š I feel much better now xoxo

Brian sent

7:18am CDT 8/14

Joan replied

Don't be worried about me

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Whatever it is i got them under control

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Don't worry

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Tell me about you

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Are you okay?

Brian sent

yep - sleep cycle in disarray again - woke up a coupla hrs go and got back to work on my film. After 67 years, the end is in sight YAY!!! ðŸ˜†ðŸ˜†ðŸ˜† now working on Part IV (final chapter) - got all visuals (effects, slo-mo, etc), sound effects, music pretty much in place. need to work on dialogue next but liking what I'm seeing so far. This is a really big deal for me - one more thing to check off my bucket list ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°

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and I've located the plastic models I used to make it, so can take photos of them and put on the web page ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Š

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no wait it's not been 67 years ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£ i subtracted wrong - should be 56 yrs ðŸ˜†

Aug 14, 2023, 7:22 PM

Joan replied

May I see after you finished working on it

Joan replied

Okay

Brian sent

7:28pm CDT 8/14

I was just thinking about you - and here you are â¤ï¸ baby you can see it anytime you like ðŸ¥° I keep updating the website as I get stuff done. In a coupla hours, I'll have a rough version of Part IV up. Just got my theremin working again so can do spacey sound effects.

Brian sent

http://battleforthestars.com/
Battle For The Stars

Brian sent

It's been raining all day here, but you just brightened up my day â˜€ï¸

Aug 14, 2023, 7:47 PM

Joan replied

Thanks for sharing

Joan replied

How are you babe

Joan sent

Cold ??

Brian sent

am good - just made my first theremin recording in a long time ðŸ˜ temp is very comfortable - haven't had to run the AC all day, has been gloomy but no more â¤ï¸

Joan sent

Okay honey good to hear

Brian sent

how are you today baby? tell me about it

Joan sent

It's very late here

Joan sent

It's 2:09 am

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Writing a report after this I will take a nap

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To continue when I wake up

Brian sent

yeah 6 hrs later - ok baby try to get good sleep - and happy dreams ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥° xoxo cya maÃ±ana â¤ï¸

Brian sent

8:13pm CDT 8/14

Joan replied

Tell me you love me

Brian sent

ok I love you â¤ï¸

Joan sent

Thank you

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Love you too talk later

Aug 15, 2023, 2:00 AM

Joan sent

Hi babe

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It's morning here

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Good morning from here

Brian sent

2:00am CDT 8/15

hey honey - it's morning here too, so good morning to you as well - did you sleep?

Joan sent

Yeah I had a good nap

Joan sent

Back to working

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Any plan for today?

Brian replied

good, baby.

Brian sent

I'm so excited about this movie thing I'm working on - making great progress. but no dinner yet - I forgot

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but kitties had theirs ðŸ™‚ didn't forget that

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and now i'm excited about "talking" to you ðŸ¥°

Joan replied

â¤ï¸

Brian sent

don't think u ever told me - where in UK are you?

Aug 16, 2023, 2:07 AM

Joan sent

Hi babe

Joan sent

Good morning from here

Joan sent

Sorry got so busy

Joan sent

I guess you know your way around England?

Aug 16, 2023, 7:22 AM

Brian sent

6:43am CDT 8/16

Good morning honey â¤ï¸ yesterday was - I dunno - mixed? elated cuz made good progress on movie - almost done. And don't mean to gross you out, but had a dose of hematuria - bloody piss - VERY disconcerting - not painful, but feels weird when the clots come out. First time it happened a few years ago, I was FREAKED out - at 4am I thought I was gonna bleed to death thru my dick ðŸ˜…ðŸ¤£ - went to the ER, they put in a catheter, later contacted my urologist and talked to her when her office opened - she's in an outbuilding of the hosp I was at. Day or two later all was ok. She did a cystoscopy (google it) - stuck a tiny camera up thru there and looked around in my bladder - found nothing cancerous (much to my relief). It's gotten to the point where we make jokes about it when it happens now maybe once/twice a year. The bloody toilet water looks much worse than it actually is. Anyway, this a.m. everything is back to normal. I keep a log about piss color ðŸ˜…ðŸ¤£ and will tell her about it next time I see her. So I'm sorry if I grossed you out, but also think it's a good thing that I'm getting comfortable enough with us that I can tell you about something that personal â¤ï¸ I don't share that with anybody else.

Aug 16, 2023, 7:41 AM

Brian sent

7:41am CDT 8/16

ok babe - England - was there one time late 70's - 3 buddies & I flew into Heathrow & rented a car. Drove down to Dover and took the ferry over to Calais FR for the day. Next few days drove all over UK - saw Big Ben, Buckingham Palace, Tower Of London, Piccadilly Circus, then to Stonehenge, headed north from there to Scotland - Loch Lomond, Edinburgh Castle, got in a round of golf on the Auld Course at St. Andrews (every golfers dream). Loch Ness was too far north so didn't have time enough to go there. So that's about it for my England story. MANY excellent memories. So now going back to sleep for awhile. Love you â¤ï¸ xoxo

Brian sent

oh I just had another fucking BSOD, but PC recovered and all seems ok so far...

Aug 16, 2023, 3:10 PM

Joan replied

Yeah thank you for sharing it means you getting comfortable with

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I want you comfortable that you can say anything to me without feeling guilty about it

Brian sent

even if it's gross like that?ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£

Joan replied

Yeah even at it's worst

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Share it

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I have a big heart that can take anything

Joan sent

How is your day going

Joan sent

How often do you go out for fun

Brian sent

RARELY these days - might try to play golf later - but doubt it - right now am totally focused on the intro for BTFS - but you are a most welcome interruption ðŸ™‚ðŸ™‚ðŸ™‚

Joan replied

â¤ï¸

Joan sent

You sound so cute

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Thank you for making me important in your life

Brian replied

you haven't heard my voice yet except maybe in videos ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£

Aug 16, 2023, 11:05 PM

Joan sent

Yeah

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Can I hear your voice now ?

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I want to call here

Brian sent

honey - gotta go downstairs to laptop - headed thereðŸ˜ now

Joan sent

Okay honey

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When ready let me know

Brian sent

Aug 16, 2023, 11:32 PM

Joan sent

Good to hear from you

Aug 18, 2023, 1:59 AM

Joan sent

Hi seeetie

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Sweetie

Brian sent

hi baby - right now I'm on hold with Godaddy trying to solve a email issue - promise I'll get back to you when done â¤ï¸ Hope your day is going well so far ðŸ˜Š- this GoDaddy issue REALLY SUCKS ðŸ¤¬ðŸ¤¬ðŸ¤¬

Joan replied

Okay baby

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Go ahead do whatever you have to do

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Get back to me when you can

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Love you

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Love you ðŸ¥°

Brian sent

love you tooâ¤ï¸

Aug 18, 2023, 3:58 AM

Brian sent

3:55am CDT 8/18

Hi honey - well that went much better with GoDaddy than it thought it might. They're transitioning their current email system (called "Workspace Email") to a new one based on Microsoft Email 365 (which I HATEðŸ¤¬). I called GD 3x and got disconnected 3x while talking to various people from the Indian subcontinent - I could tell they were flipping thru cheat sheets trying to find me answers and gave up. 4th time I got through to somebody that knew WTF he was talking about by re-navigating their phone system. Coincidentally, he's also in the UK ðŸ˜Š. Ryan was able to give me satisfactory answers for most of my concerns. I have been faced with the prospect of going thru all of my websites (100+) and reworking all of the contact email links I have on them. Appears I'm not gonna hafta do that, so am much relieved ðŸ¤©. But now am wide awake so think I'll go back to working on my movie for awhile. â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo

Aug 18, 2023, 2:11 PM

Joan replied

Okay babe

Joan sent

What about the discoloration on your dick

Joan sent

Still there ?

Joan sent

Or disappeared

Brian sent

no baby, still there but smaller and seems to be healing some - urodoc had set next appt for a month and a half out, so she expected it to take some time. The smooth shiny part is starting to get some texture back ðŸ˜Š

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2:16pm CDT 8/18

Brian sent

just checked it ðŸ˜…

Brian sent

and I've been pissing clear the last coupla days ðŸ˜Š

Aug 19, 2023, 2:44 AM

Joan replied

Okay good to hear

Joan sent

Nothing to worry about

Aug 19, 2023, 5:46 PM

Brian sent

5:41pm CDT 8/19

hi baby â¤ï¸ I know is late there - just wanted to hi - and my movie project is now complete YAY!!! was 57 years in the making. Am still gonna go back and fix some stuff that isn't as good as it could be, and then I will declare it "finished". I just went out and got a bottle of Barenjager honey liqueur to celebrate. Will have a coupla sips ðŸ™‚ðŸ™‚ love you ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°

Brian sent

oops 5:46pm CDT 8/19

Aug 21, 2023, 5:42 AM

Brian sent

5:41am CDT 8/21

hi babe ðŸ¥° good news bad news - good news my dick is MUCH better - will send a pic when daylight happens - flash photos I tried were lousy. Bad news - GoDaddy email is being REALLY weird and I am PISSEDðŸ¤¬. So just so u know - my brian@brazda.com email seems to be funky at the moment. But bb@brazda.com seems ok as well as hobbs2@transgalaxy.com. the hobbs2 address comes directly in to this PC and I am notified immediately. Everything ok with you??? â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo

Aug 21, 2023, 6:09 AM

Joan sent

Okay

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Yeah everything okay with me

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It's a good thing you are okay along with your dick

Joan sent

Got all the details

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I will keep them

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Miss you

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Waiting for the picture

Aug 22, 2023, 12:32 AM

Brian sent

Good morning, baby - getting much better ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Š today's photo was in daylight and cam kept changing focus cuz was hard holding it steady, but u got the idea. Next time I'll put cam on tripod, and trigger using timer - will be SO much easier LOL. In other news, tomorrow 8/23 GoDaddy is going to a new email system ðŸ¤¬ðŸ¤¬ so am wondering if they'll fuck up something I've been using for 15+ yrs. Time will tell. And my home & auto insurance is renewing Thurs - at my request my agent is putting me with a different ins company, so really hope this GD email thing doesn't kibosh our communication. But best thing of all - BFTS I've gotten into really good shape - got all color correction in throughout, changed some music and narration - nothing left that I'm unhappy about. Just need to do the closing credits and tack them onto the end. But who knows if I'll see something else to change after I watch it a few times with fresh eyes. see http://BattleForTheStars.com/ website also coming along well. I really miss you too, honey â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo
Battle For The Stars

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12:33am CDT 8/22

Aug 23, 2023, 5:48 PM

Brian sent

5:48pm CDT 8/23

hi baby â¤ï¸ are you ok?

Aug 24, 2023, 4:07 AM

Brian sent

4:07am CDT 8/24

GoDaddy has delayed their email "upgrade" ðŸ¤¬ until 9am CDT 7/28 so dunno yet what will happen with that. Home ins renewal went ok ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Š miss you ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°

Aug 25, 2023, 12:32 AM

Joan replied

Oh wow baby I'm so sorry been super super busy

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There is a lot of work done here

Joan sent

Well done on that

Joan sent

You did a great job

Joan sent

Will you probably get paid for the videos ?

Joan replied

Yeah the discoloration is gone congratulations to you hahah

Joan replied

Yeah I am okay just too busy a lil bit free now

Joan replied

I miss you more darling

Joan sent

How have you been

Aug 25, 2023, 1:29 AM

Brian replied

1:29am CDT 8/25

That's ok baby - I get it - was just a little worried, but all is ok now that I've heard from you â¤ï¸

Brian replied

no it was a school project originally back in 1967, and never got around to finishing the audio for 56 yrs. I hate leaving anything unfinished. Got a ton of personal satisfaction from doing it. Just got paid from a client (Ross Failla) for some videos I did for him recently.

Brian sent

http://musicmagazine.com/swingingthestandards/video-2022.html
Swinging The Standards with Ross Failla

Brian replied

Generally, I've been good - I'm glad to see my dick is getting much better - think I'll cancel my upcoming appt next month with urologist. Yesterday (Thursday), got my home insurance thing taken care of much to my relief ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Š but I did miss u a lot - and it's only been a coupla days â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸

Brian sent

another thing about BFTS - back in 1967, didn't have the tools I have now - my how times have changed - PCs changed the world a decade afterwards.

Aug 25, 2023, 3:10 AM

Joan replied

I miss you too babe

Joan sent

I really do

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When free

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You can share me new pictures

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I love you

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Sorry for being silent for a while

Aug 25, 2023, 10:03 AM

Joan sent

How is your day going

Aug 25, 2023, 3:58 PM

Brian sent

3:58pm CDT 8/25

Hi honey â¤ï¸ so far so good - has been crazy hot/muggy here last coupla days, today 80s and comfortable so been outside cleaning up my back yard some. Getting ready for home inspection by new ins company. My friend Stanley coming over in a while to help with some stuff. Afterwards we'll go to Willow Hills for food. Ima get the hot roast beef sammich, and this time will take pics to document the mess I make of itðŸ˜…ðŸ¤£ Will send u those later â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ love you xoxo

Brian sent

https://www.willowhillrestaurant.com/
Willow Hill Restaurant and Pancake House :: Home

Aug 25, 2023, 5:41 PM

Joan sent

Brian sent

Stanley just got here - saw your audio call - maybe a little later can go down to laptop â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ love u baby xoxo

Aug 25, 2023, 11:13 PM

Joan replied

I love you too

Joan sent

Send me pictures when you done cleaning the house cleaning up your backyard

Aug 26, 2023, 3:12 AM

Joan sent

Hey babe

Joan sent

Are you okay?

Aug 26, 2023, 4:07 AM

Brian sent

4:07am CDT 8/26

Yes honey â¤ï¸ all is well. Stanley got here a coupla hrs after he was planning to. Then we started fixing Bubba. More complicated than anticipated. Didn't finish until after 9pm. By that time, Willow Hills was closed, so no hot roast beef for me - instead, chicken enchiladas molÃ© instead. I was stuffed and tired, so crashed out. Just now woke up and came up to PC - so here's some pics â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸

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Chicken enchiladas at Cocula

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This is Stanley eating his baked steak burrito. I've known Stanley for 40+ years - he can fix ANYTHING from cars to air conditioners, etc. I fix his PCs, help him with photos for insurance claims, websites etc etc. For decades, we did fly-in fishing trips to Northern Ontario, and built a lotta crazy stuff up there. see http://mordenlake.com/
The Book Of Morden Lake, Ontario

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I orig met Stanley when I owned the Chgo Table Tennis Club http://chicagotabletennisclub.com/
Chicago Table Tennis Club - 2020

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ok honey â¤ï¸ Ima go back to sleep for awhile - hope we can do another audio call sometime when I awake. G'nite sweetheart â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo

Aug 26, 2023, 7:42 AM

Joan replied

Goodnight love

Aug 26, 2023, 6:42 PM

Brian sent

6:42pm CDT 8/26

Hi babe - got a little cleanup done out back. This weekend is the PGA Tour Championship (Atlanta GA) so watched that for awhile - almost over for today cuz getting dark. Then Ima go cut some grass with Bubba before it gets dark here. But wanted to let u know I was thinking about you and say hi, so "Hi!ðŸ¥°" love you baby â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo

Aug 26, 2023, 11:21 PM

Joan sent

Love you too honey

Aug 27, 2023, 11:34 AM

Joan sent

Hi babe how is your day going

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Are you okay ?

Aug 27, 2023, 11:52 AM

Brian sent

11:52am CDT 8/27

hey baby â¤ï¸ all is well so far ðŸ˜Š PGA Championship final day today. All year pro golfers collect points to compete for the 'FedEx Cup' and the season has come down to today. #1 gets $15 million USD. So 4-5 hrs from now, it'll all be over until next year. Watching it on TV from my PC and will be here most of the day. Later, I'll go cut back yard grass - did front yesterday. Kitties had breakfast, I'll eat later. What are you having for dinner? Can barely see the blotch on my sausage - almost all gone. Always great to hear from you â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo

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Tomorrow will be a crazy day sorting out my GoDaddy email shit. They "flip the switch" at 9am my time. So many emails & websites to get sorted out, but from what they're telling me, not going to be a complete disaster.

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Oh, this tournament is down to the last 30 players - at this point it's looking like only 4,5 have got a reasonable shot at the $15mill

Aug 27, 2023, 3:16 PM

Joan sent

Okay you sure keeping yourself busy

Aug 27, 2023, 5:12 PM

Brian sent

5:12pm CDT 8/27

yeah, babe, have said before that I've never been bored in my life. Right now is a convergence of unusual circumstances. This golf thing is only once a year. The GoDaddy email shit has never happened in the last 15 yrs or so that I've been with them. And I'm not usu cutting grass this late in summer, but have had a lotta rain lately. And no cock blotches ever before ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚. And now my 56-yr long project close to finished. I'm just glad that in the midst of all this nothing serious has broken around this house like it usu does, or any serious probs with kitty health. Other thing I'm even happier about is all the positive vibesðŸŒžðŸŒžðŸŒž you've been injecting into my life â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸

Aug 28, 2023, 12:12 AM

Joan replied

Good to hear

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Love to hear your voice again

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ok wanna do voice call?

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Yeah

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Just for few minutes

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I miss hearing your voice

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ok cool - will go down to laptop & call you ok?

Joan replied

Okay

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Honey

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I think about you a lot lately

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I don't know why

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I'm getting attached some how

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yeah me too - on laptop - ready for call?

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Yeah

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Aug 28, 2023, 12:17 PM

Joan sent

Hi baby

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Sup

Aug 28, 2023, 3:02 PM

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3:02pm CDT 8/28

hi honey - my story of the day is the GoDaddy email thing. They made the switchover at 9am and I am so pissed ðŸ¤¬ðŸ¤¬ðŸ¤¬ but could be worse. At least I still get email sent to brian@brazda.com and I was able to get hobbs2@transgalaxy.com working with my Thunderbird software, so not a complete disaster, as I thought it might have been. But other than those basics, everything else about it SUCKS - and not in the good way ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ I HATE IT. Dunno why they did that. Ok, rant over ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Š So today Ima cut the back grass, clean up in back a little more while I think about what to do about some of the problems GD has put on me. Was great hearing your voice again, babe ðŸ¥°.

Aug 28, 2023, 3:47 PM

Joan replied

Good to hear your voice too

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Definitely in my head

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I remember them

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And all your voice

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This is my second time meeting someone online

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The first was a selfish person

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I did not want that because I am selfless

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And only a selfless person deserves to be with one

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I don't want all my love go into the ocean

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Like they never existed

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I want my love to be recognized

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I feel good about you

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I don't know if it's right or not because sometimes our hearts and feelings do not just feel right

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They feel an awkward kinda feeling that may be bad for us

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But I like you

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And I wish to like you more

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And I think because you seem honest I mean what's the lie for

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And you seem to understand that

Aug 28, 2023, 10:32 PM

Brian sent

10:32pm CDT 8/28

Hey babe I know it's the middle of the night by you but Hi! â¤ï¸ anyway. Everything you said above really resonates with me ðŸ¥° I was thinking about you instead of my GoDaddy problem while I was cutting back yard grass. And also while I was waiting for my PC to recover from another fucking BSOD. And several other times ðŸ˜Š Meanwhile the back of my brain was busy working on the GoDaddy issues by itself. So some ideas have now popped into my brain and Ima go work on that for awhile. Tomorrow I hope I'll be able to start cleaning up in back. Will take before & after pics. Hope you're having sweet dreams â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ xoxo

Joan replied

Yeah

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And also pictures of you

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I want new pictures

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If you

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what are you doing awake babe? ok will take some new pics. and I am REALLY looking forward to you getting your camera fixed so you can send me more ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°ðŸ"¥ðŸ"¥ðŸ"¥

Aug 29, 2023, 12:42 AM

Joan replied

Sure I will

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Writing a report

Aug 29, 2023, 2:21 AM

Joan sent

How are you sweetie

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What time is it there

Aug 29, 2023, 10:10 AM

Brian sent

10:03am CDT 8/29

hi honey - woke up a little while ago, now working on getting this GoDaddy BS more in order. While I'm doing that, my PC is busy rendering video of a Mars flyby to use in BFTS. Then in awhile I'll go out and get a little cleanup done in back ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°ðŸ¥°

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10:10am CDT 8/29

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10:20am CDT 8/29

hey babe what time is it by you now? you at work? don't want u getting into any trouble ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Š

Aug 29, 2023, 10:51 AM

Joan sent

Yeah at work

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It's 4:51pm

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I work as a supervisor so a little excuse when necessary won't harm thanks for your concern

Aug 29, 2023, 4:10 PM

Joan sent

Hi babe

Aug 29, 2023, 4:51 PM

Brian sent

back of house - changed phone cam aspect ratio to wider so it all fits in

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4:51pm CDT 8/29

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wild strawberries - small but tasty ðŸ˜›

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newly mown back yard with fire cage for burning downed branches

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here's some of the shit i gotta get cleaned up.

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moved a couple things, but consider this a "before" pic. Now gonna go out with my Canon cam & take a pic of me with my pants down â˜ºï¸ðŸ¥°â¤ï¸

Aug 29, 2023, 6:02 PM

Brian sent

6:01pm CDT 8/29

hi baby â¤ï¸ it's now midnight by you. Here's me by the woodpile with pants down - realize now I shoulda shaved today â˜¹ï¸ the silver tray below my right knee I scrape yesterday's kitty food into, so my mouse friends out there don't hafta go far for food. The gold tray I put their water in every day. â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸ love you honey xoxo

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* below my LEFT knee

Aug 29, 2023, 11:41 PM

Joan replied

I love you too

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You look great

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My best of them all

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Yeah your needs to be cleaned

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There is a lot of work in there apparently you can't do them all

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Alone

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You need help there

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Don't attempt doing it all by yourself

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You gonna get suck

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Sick I meant to say

Aug 30, 2023, 9:17 AM

Brian sent

9:09am CDT 8/30

hi honey ðŸ¥° just starting my day - cleanup is no big deal - first I'll get out out the leaf blower/vacuum and get rid of leaves - you can see them at the bottom of the woodpile pic. The other stuff will take maybe half hr to deal with - normally wouldn't even bother except for this upcoming inspection. hope your day is going ok â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸

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9:17am CDT 8/30

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and little by little am going thru my GoDaddy email shit and fixing stuff - I really HATE Outlook and the way it works. and HATE that GD is putting me thru all this...

Aug 30, 2023, 10:15 AM

Joan replied

Sorry about that sweetie

Aug 30, 2023, 3:54 PM

Joan sent

Are you safe from hurricanes?

Brian sent

yeah babe - I'm in Chicago area - remember? Sis Lois lives in Jacksonville FL, looked like Idalia might get close, so they evacuated to a hotel in Melbourne FL further south out of the way. Turned out that Idalia missed JAX by a few hundred miles.

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Where I am, we sometimes get tornadoes and a lotta rain, but no hurricanes. Last close tornado hit about a mile away a few months ago

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Hurricanes form over the ocean and don't get very far inland - they lose energy going over land. Florida is a peninsula, so when a hurricane goes over it, it doesn't lose much energy before it gets to the ocean on the other side. Then it might follow the east coast northward but the center will stay over the ocean. Coastal areas will still get a lotta wind & rain from the edge. And coastal cities may get a huge storm surge (high waves that crash over and up onto the land) sometimes many feet deep.

Joan replied

Yeah I understand

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I hope mom is okay

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Talked to her

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But I'm not satisfied

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She seem okay

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how is she doing?

Joan replied

Doing fine she keeps saying

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I have to ageee that she's fine

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Tampa got hit pretty hard - low areas a lot of flooding

Joan replied

Yeah I don't want to imagine it

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You have someone who lives there?

Brian sent

Lois/Peter lived there b4 they moved to Jacksonville a year ago. I have friends there incl a former GF from 30 yrs ago - on FB she sez she's ok, but many trees down and a lotta water from storm surge

Aug 31, 2023, 10:47 AM

Joan sent

Gm how are you doing today

Brian sent

10:48am CDT 8/31

oh babe I dunno - mixed - got up a coupla hrs ago - still struggling with this GoDaddy email bs, but making progress and will eventually get it taken care of. On the good side, I got a big smile on my face when I saw your message just now ðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜ŠðŸ˜Šâ¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸

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oops 10:54am CDT 8/31

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and planning on lunch with my buddy Dave later. We're going to Willow Hills, and this time I'll remember to take pics of my hot roast beef slopðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚

Aug 31, 2023, 11:25 AM

Joan replied

Okay

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Do you perhaps have a Walmart close by ?

Brian sent

there's one a few miles away

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Do you have a $100 to spare?

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If you do not

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Don't bother

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for?

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Do you use an iPhone?

Brian sent

nope android

Joan sent

Do you know what iTune card is ?

Brian sent

have no idea

Joan sent

I want one unfortunately I don't know how to get one now

Joan replied

Okay it's been sold in the Walmart

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I don't know if it's possible to help with that

Joan sent

If it's won't be a problem for you

Brian sent

my android is prepaid AT&T $45/mo cuz i don't use it for much

Joan sent

Okay

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I got it

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Do you think you can do that ?

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I mean get the stuff at Walmart or any where it's Been sold

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Do you thing you can?

Brian sent

only use it for talk & text, and sometimes camera, like later today - never use any data

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what is iTunes card for?

Joan replied

Okay

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It's used for an iPhone

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i know, but why do you need it?

Joan sent

Used to download lots of things on the phone

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AppStore

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Installing some hidden camera under the water

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I used for so many things anyways

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It's a mode of payment for some apps on the AppStore

Brian sent

what is "hidden camera under the water" ?

Joan replied

It's for my personal use I always try to know what's happening under the water and some delicate part because they don't allow that

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Even phones and taking pictures

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Taking pictures on an offshore oil rig is serious business. For starters, due to the risk of flammable gas coming up the oil well, normal electronics are banned outside the living quarters. Smartphones are strictly forbidden and regular cameras require â€œhot work permitsâ€ be opened prior to use.

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The idea behind the permit system is that all potentially hazardous activities must be centrally coordinated by a responsible/accountable person, to ensure that risks are managed appropriately and ongoing operations do not interfere with each other. The permit must be signed by the rig's on-board management and posted in a central location. The permit then expires when the approver's shift ends. Even once the permit is approved, you still need to carry a gas detection device when taking pictures, to provide a warning if flammable gas is present. It's kind of a pain.
So to avoid that hassle, we use explosion proof cameras

Joan sent

This is what it looks like

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Draws attention anyways

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But just like I said

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If it's not convenient for you don't bother about it

Brian sent

wow - that all makes sense - the safety considerations. I thought your iphone camera broke

Joan replied

Yeah broked

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Reason why I have not sent new pictures to you so far

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I will get it fixed as soon as I'm out

Joan sent

How is your day going

Brian sent

like I said, much better since you first messaged me â¤ï¸

Joan sent

Oksy

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What are you having for lunch with your buddy Dave

Brian sent

Ima have the hot roast beef sammich & take pics of how I make a mess of it ðŸ˜…ðŸ˜‚ðŸ¤£

Joan replied

Haha

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The messier the better it tastes lol

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Okay can't wait to get them on pictures

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Camera

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Just the 2 of you?

Brian sent

yeah, haven't seen him since it was cold out. when he lived down the street from me, we hung out a lot. and that was before I became a hermit

Aug 31, 2023, 1:08 PM

Joan replied

Okay

Aug 31, 2023, 2:41 PM

Joan sent

Joan unsent a message

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Having lunch now?

Brian sent

3:03pm CDT 8/31

no babe - he has a flat tire and no spare so not gonna make it today. so no pics of sammich for you ðŸ˜¢ but we're gonna reschedule in the near future. So I'm gonna go out and do a little more cleanup in back instead. Just doing a little every day will get it done â¤ï¸â¤ï¸â¤ï¸

Joan replied

Sure

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Okay

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Do what you can

Aug 31, 2023, 11:35 PM

Joan sent

Hi how are you

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What are you doing

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